todayz 31st jan le.. so fast 2004 iz over.. itz a rather disastrous yr ba.. so many bad things happen..juz packed mi clothes to give to those tsunami victims/.. guess itz the least i can do to help ba..
in slightly more than 48 hrs.. i'll be in a totally diff sch.. no matter wat i sae.. i still feel like a lone fish swimming in a big ocean..haiz/.. sorrie pam n huiying.. yesterdae didnt sae goodbye.. im sorrie i ran away.. but if i turned back.. i wont be able to fight back mi tears anymore.. dun worry i'll be strong.. or at least i'll try.. but i had fun yesterdae, even thogh i dun realli noe wat kungfu hustle was abt hah.. i havent written THAT email.. i realise i cant do it.. no matter how i phrase it alwaez seems wrong.. well hope i can finish it soon.
juz now tt vj person called le.. but i pretended to be asleep.. dun wan to hear frm anyone.. guess im in depressed mood ba.. aniwae mi bro take msg for me.. mi orientation grp iz ice ( krys wld be happie ba) hah.. aniwae.. wont be going online or answer any sms.. sorrie.. but i juz wan to be alone.. since i got lotz of time to get used to being alone aniwae.. itz not anionez fault.. it was mi choice.. but.. i still feel angry n upset.. but at who?? i realli dunno.. maebe myself.. or maebe the whole world.. i dunno.. hope evryone have a happie new yr.. hope i'll be happie too..