i want to stress the importance of PUNCTUALITY. cuz some ppl i know really have no sense of time.. i dont understand how ppl can be almost 1 hr late. like okay, u overslept, u missed the bus, etc etc, but if you're gg to be that late, at least have the courtesy to tell me rite?? im wasting my precious time waiting for u like an idiot lor. and wats more i already told u i have to leave early, so if u cant be early at least be ON TIME correct? and i didnt even want to go out. i like came home at 1 plus the previous night. if i can make the effort to wake up early to meet up i dont see why u cant. n instead of apologizing, u can jus saunter in and pretend nothing's wrong and even ignore me. hey if u guys are such best buds u ask me out for wat?be the third wheel ar? i rather sleep at home lor. so, basically i jus want to remind ppl.. u may think its jus 5 min, 10 min, but to the person waiting its a long long time ok..and 45 mins is a really really long time.. so if you're a friend, dont always let your friend wait. latecoming is a bad bad bad habit.. your sch nv teach u ar?
and i as usual dont allow my frustrations to be seen, hah. i dont noe why i always care so much abt ppl's feelings when they dont even care abt mine. always pretend to be happie when im not, act hyper when i really jus want to go home and rot somewhere, look enthusiastic when i dont really have much to say. ya, ppl may think im nice, but i tink im jus a big hypocrite.

high heels. i dont know if they are my 救星 or my 克星 lor..
the good thing is of course, they make me taller.. but, even though ive reached the point where it already doesnt hurt even if i wear them the whole day (i ran across the bus interchange in heels to chase after the stupid 112 today hah) , but it still affects my balance (or rather my lack of it) cuz, i always feel abit unstable haha.. like especially when im standing on the road divider in front of my hse, then there will be vehicles zooming past me on either side, and u noe when cars zoom past, theres this aftermath blast of wind.. i always have this scene of me suddenly unbalancing and getting crushed into a mushy bloody something on the road. n in abt a few hrs, there will be this sign :fatal accident. haha! okay. i get abit morbid sometimes... but then it really could happen if im super suay u noe~ and got one time, got two big trucks zoomed past me on both sides of the road at nearly the same time lor. the wind was super strong and i kind of like unbalanced abit hahah.. and actually who says a girl must wear high heels to be ladylike.. must be the same guy who thinks three inch feet veri cute lor. feet jiu feet la, why must some ppl always warp the concept of whats beautiful and wats not, then hai until girls always have to go n mutate or play ard with their body parts.. =x
aiya okay enough of nonsense stuff.. today i finally figured out the correct way to sing 珊瑚海. haha.. probably nobody gives a fig anyway, but i tink its great cuz i like this song alot n im veri gek that i always seem to be unable to sing the jay part and some of the lara parts.. but finally i realised its not their voices too high or too low, but because i got the wrong key. or pitch. or whatever musicians call it.. the crux is, i got it. haha! so nxt time can go kbox and sing it properly =)

well, have been MIA for awhile haha.. cuz quite busy recently, wit tuition n stuff..
my keith failed his english n maths midyears!!! *groans* i realli dunno wat to do wif him.. pri 2 oso can fail.. n our lessons dont seem to be very productive either. haix whatever, see how it goes la..
and in the meantime, i went for the NUS FASS open house, and decided to pick ntu haha..communications and new media seems.. dunno.. not for me.. im not very interested at all haha.. so i already found a hostel mate for ntu --- kailuen!!! yeah so happy to be gg to rooming wif someone i actually know and can crap with.. n she's promised me never-ending good food!! yum. haha.. n our schs are like so close to each other, we're like fated to stay tog la.. should have approached her earlier.. hope we can get hall 7. =)
also, champions league finals is THIS WEEK!! arghs channel 5 is not gg to broadcast i dunno wats wrong with their stupid brains, but it means i cant watch cuz i dont have scv! unless i go camp at someone's house or some kopitiam. sadly, none of my friends probably want me at their house at 2 something a.m. shouting at their tv.. and kopitiam sounds abit.. scary. haha.. skali some ah peks or punters dont like me taking up their tables then wanna fight how.. so. no way out.. haixx. im hoping can somehow get into indonesia or china's tv channels online to watch, but not sure if got such a thing haha.. if not then bo bian.. n i wish pray hope know that Liverpool can and will win the championship for the 6th time! *waits in anticipation*

im in a great dilemma!! help.. i dont noe wat course to accept for my uni... i was 90percent sure im gg to accept ntu business, but.. i got a letter frm nus.. i got into their double degree program, doing businesss admin and communications and media studies.. i noe its like so hard to get a double degree.. in fact i didnt even plan on studying one! i put sociology first, biz admin second, and this double degree as 3rd choice just for fun.. cuz i didnt tink i will ever get it.. this morning if i didnt wake up late i wld have accepted ntu already.. but suddenly there's this whole other choice..wats more its business too..and i already asked.. its a very slim chance if i want to major in tourism at ntu cuz only got 50 places in the whole biz sch.. if i can just take biz at nus, why would i go all the way to boon lay? and i cant decide which is better: 3 years direct honours, or 4 years with a double degree. but truthfully.. i dont noe if i can survive a double degree course.. i mean its not like taking another minor or what.. its a whole full degree!! dont noe if im able to cope.. and still have to consider the distance, time, tpt fees, hostel fees, and 3 yr tuition fees versus 4 yrs tuition fees..haix i dont noe wat to do now...!