haizzz so sian... hols start le, but doesnt feel like im having any holiday at all.. after all the school finals and stuff, holidays jus seem abit empty. haha ok technically speaking im supposed to be full of drive to be mugging.. but.. nvm. hai i realli realli wish we can get a real real break for once like AC they have no common tests! arghs. so now my holidays have to be split between actually studying, and agonising over not studying, which seems more likely haha. n o f course gg back to sch for last min rush-finish-the-syllabus- lessons as well as famine camp preparations.. arghs.
jus now i attempted to study abit on deserts.. now i feel so damn demoralised haha. i cant remember a shit thing on pediplanation, etchplanation, inselbergs, wadis or even weathering! oh no nono.. tat means need to go dig out the litho notes and study them all over again plus diagram-drawing! crap.. and tats onli on arid and semi-arid.. still got atmosphere (killer topic) and human geog too! die haizz. and i realli feel our geog dept is quite lousy.. wat kind of stupid lecture notes they give! got read like nv read like tat.. grrs.. i wish our teacher is ms lian!!
and then i skipped to econs.. haha didnt manage to start though.. i jus flipped thru the macro econ notes i felt sleepy le.. so decided to go back to slp. haha. n then maths, dont even want to tink abt it.. n lit.. lucky got no PC or else i die.. i hate PC.. but M for M full book lehs.. can die..
i tink i like died quite a few times in this post le haha..haiz tink im gg back to slp.. =/

VJC won the soccer finals!!!! yes!! finally we managed to beat MJ n all their natiaonal players hhaha! i screamed so much i cant talk anymore and keep coughing haha. but seriously the mood at the jalan besar stadium was SO HIGH yesterday~ me qiuyi and elaine were late cuz we went shopping, and we cld hear the cheering all the way frm the mrt station! luckily when we reached there the score was still 0-0. when we entered all i saw was a sea of vj ppl, vj flags, vj drums and balloons and banners and shaker cans and the kind of things tat the PAP likes to use (the long, rectangular watever) albeit in sch colours. before the first half ended i already had sore throat haha. but we cheered non-stop, even when we fell behind and history looked like its gg to happen again. but we fought back time and again from losomg 1-2 to winning 4-2. realli wasnt a quiet moment for us to rest haha. but its like watching the Liverpool-AC milan finals again/.. hha so glad we won, though i tink some parts of the game abit tyco haha. watever, it earned us full day off today! =D too bad i still had to go for the pw feedback thing and zhen iang pangseh me! say he got wat stomach flu dont wan to come le arghs. then i had to go alone.. lucky wasnt as bad as i tot. but in the morning went to watch Over the Hedge wif huiqing.. the animation veri veri cute!! i love the turtle and the baby porcupines! haha.

oh ya, forgot i wanted to thank some ppl for helping me pass my 2.4! haha

thanks to elaine, qiuyi and huiqing for running all the way with me! w/o u all i wld have given up haha

thanks to jolene who cheered for me amid track trng

thanks to mr wee for giving encouragement every round i ran past

thanks to the lap counters who oso cheered me on even though i dunno who u guys are haha.

yup yup. unfortunately i still canot pass because of standing board jump haha. too bad. and after 4 days my legs are still painful! haha. tats the consequence of not running for more than 2 mths and suddenly running 2.4 at one shot. but im realli glad i made it right right on time! 16.30 passing mark, and my timing was exactly 16.30 haha. maybe shld go but 4-D.. =]

last nite went to watch a rendition of "The Glass Menagerie" with my class ppl and mostly the lit teachers and students at some ulu theatre place at kembangan (how to spell??) anyway, i had realli high expectations of the play since its sch recommended and all, but haiz sadly it turned out to be quite disappointing. firstly, they changed the story bg frm depression-era America to post-war singapore, which is like, weird. then so got some asian additions like the father became an aisan, tom wingfield was chinese and all the weird stuff. prob is, they didnt realli change much of the original play to fit the asian context so it was like not this not that. like for eg singapore where got Blue Mountain, Rubicam Business College, Moon Lake tis sort of places! and personally i feel the picture of the father look more like an orbituary than a portrait hah! and the setting was weird. there's no difference in lighting at all!! and the sound effect was horrible. the glass menagerie music was non-existent, the paradise dance hall music sounded like a seven month getai, and Laura's red dress didnt make her look fragile and delicate but more like a half-mad seductress.. and throughout the whole thing i didnt feel anything at all, no pity for tom ( i tink his acting was quite superficial and unnatural), no sadness for Laura (who was more funny in her actions than delicate and weak).. onli Amanda and Jim were better. but the worst thing was it didnt feel like a memory play at all. everything was too realistic, too bright. there's no fantasy, no tragic beauty and watsoever. so sad.. it totally spoiled my impressiion of the glass menagerie. now when i read the play i can imagine tom and the father played by chinese! not that chinese is bad but its like they dont fit in the family leh.. dunno la just doesnt feel right haha. i tink the teachers were quite disappointed oso.. urgh wasted $20!
but after tat went to newtons circus for supper.. i tink tat was more fun haha. we ate fried hokkien mee and satay.. the hokkien mee was quite nice, except tat i dont like the stall uncle. he was like so rude lor! bang into me still glare and me and growled "Oi Oi!". stupid. i realli wanted to boycott his stall hmph, but cant resist the temptation of the hokkien mee haha.. so much for willpower. =/ ya then after tat we decided to cab home, then were waiting for taxi at the junction with a couple who were oso waiting in front of us. so siying said its difficult for the cab to stop at the junction and suggested to the woman in front to move further up, then she gave us tis veri demeaning look and said tat we can move up if we like. and her husband was like muttering something abt 13000 taxis in singapore and looking veri grumpy..so watever lor!! siying was so angry haha.. so we walked up la and got a taxi much faster than her hahah! when our taxi went past her she glared at us summore walao. too bad lor u can wait all night no taxi wld stop at such a busy junction for u hmmph. huo gai. stupid jiak kandang woman. she's obviously chinese still wan to use wat slang.. haha watever. ya so reached home at 12 plus.

anw, here's a meaningful quote frm one of my war history books:

All the seas in every quarter
Are as brothers to one another
Why, then, do the winds and waves of strife
Rage so turbulently throughout the world?
- Japanese Emperor Hirohito, 1941

went to dentist today. well, bad news. my stupid adult teeth are pushing against my stupid baby teeth, hence causing the pain. and the dentist cant do a bloody thing. gave me some panadols which is like, watever. so she help me make and appointment with the orthodontist (aka the braces doctor) to "see whats the next best step". thanks alot. and best of all the earliest appt i can get is JUNE 9! which is like so freaking far away, and i gotta endure this bloody toothache for one mth plus?! oh god.. and once i start gg, appts are gg to continue like right into common tests, prelims and the freaking A lvls. i cant waste so much time!! academic stress and a pain in the mouth, literally. argh i want to die. and the treatment is gg to cost a bomb! maybe even a few bombs hah. jus consultation and a stupid xray today cost me 60. and the receptionist says the next appt wif the orthodontist is gg to be abt 150. siao. u tink i print money isit. wats more the stupid doctors onli free on monday or fri nights. like hello, i dont need to do hw, no need to do other stuff one izit?
and the pe dept. i hate them. i tot i can at least be exempted frm napfa. but no. either i take it now as planned, or do it in august, while mugging for prelims. well, im gg to fail no matter when i take so wats the pt? i admit im unfit, yea so what? ttz my problem, not urs, so get out of my face can? and wat abt regular pe lessons? its painful when i run or move can? can u ppl show some sympathy or not..
why must i have this kind of stupid problems when its such an impt year for me.. my father says toothache can make even the strongest man fall.. im just a mere girl, i realli wonder how im gg to cope..somebody jus kill me pls.