You have a Musical Soul. You are a calm and
stimulating person, and are someone who people
feel they can talk to. Your one love is music,
and get lost in the melody of the piece to
drown your sorrow. You are good in emergency
situations, as you seem to have an instinctive
way of organizing things. You often feel a need
to be free and escape the pressures of life,
and you do this by playing your instrument or
singing your heart out. It seems that music is
what keeps you so calm. Your creativity is a
gift, don't let anyone stifle it, or your
dreams.

Likely Career: Musician/Singer, Paramedic or
Choreographer.
Prized possesion: Instrument and C.D./MP3 player
Mythical Creature: Nymph


What kind of soul do you have? (Long results and beautiful anime pics!)
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u noe wat? i realli cant stand u. dun tink i cant survive without u. cuz i wont die, in fact i MIGHT die if u r around. dun tok to me abt mannerism if u got the guts to do wat u did that night. wont u use ur brain la. what i did was worse or wat u did was worse. petty fella. F. n dun expect me to say sorry. i'll never do that. and stop being so prentencious. its disgusting. try n put urself n other ppl's shoes can. imagine if i did wat u did to me. i tink u'll react a hundred times worse than i did. i dun suppose if u'll read this, but i dun care. this is my blog n i shall write watever i want. arrogance? huh. speak for yourself. u can bitch abt me to your friends. so can i. but i wont stoop to your level. u can beat me up. u can do anything u want. i dare u to do tt. best if u kill me and solve everyone's problems. i noe u wasnt in a good mood that day. but dun dump ur shit on me. cuz i wasnt in good mood tt day either. cuz i went thru something u can nv imagine juz the day before. i dun see the need to explain. because i might be at fault, but u r worse. so y should i? i dunno n i dont care.
tt day i merely told u to wait.n u had to get so fucked up. how was i to know that im supposed to say THANK YOU. ok fine la. THANKS A MILLION! cant u see that my freaking spoon was filled n got no space for ur egg?! i realli dun understand how anyone can get pissed off over such a simple thing. rmb u asked watz my prob? i'll say it now my prob is YOU. n the nxt day i tot everything was fine. i woke early to wake u and u told me to get lost. fine. so u got ur fren to call u. ok, since u dun need me to call u, y shld i bother? n i served u wif that bloody cocktail shit. n u didnt even acknowledge me, much less say thanks. bad mannerism?? u or me? n everyday u gave me ur sodding black face. so what? am i supposed to go up n say hi happily? n tt night at the hospital, we were toking abit n i tot everything was going to be fine. but then the nxt day, i wanted to get a piece of bread for mum, n i reali didnt noe we were out of bread. n wat did u do? u called me a stupid girl! FINE. i noe im stupid. u're the genius ok? go get a nobel prize if u're so great. u tink u've done great things? huh. was i wrong to sae u got attitude prob? n u actualli hit me that night. i cldnt believe it, i nv tot my own bro wld hit me, not since we were like, 10? guess i was so WRONG. n i dun regret telling u to fuck off. i meant it then n i mean it now. n u prob bitched abt me to ur friends. u noe when i go to sch now n ur friends wld look at me like im some weird freak? i realli regret going to vj because of u. i tot we wld haf fun in sch. guess i was wrong AGAIN. i tot i had the greatest bro on earth, who didnt mind teaching me maths over n over again. n i was wrong. i'd rather fail maths than go to u now.
ive tot over this whole shit n i'll still sae the same thing: i dun tink i was at fault n i wont apologise to someone who hits a girl in the middle of the night when she cant defend herself. aniwae, havent u learnt that a decent guy doesnt hit a girl no matter what? so before u sae im arrogant, look at urself in the mirror.

i think im going crazy. i dunno.. i was just sitting at the comp, typing the stupid GPP and reading a blog entry of one of my classmates. n suddenly i juz got this bout of depression hahaz..so many thing's been going on in my life.. so busy, so tired. i noe i shldnt be complaining, cuz eberybodyz facing the same crap aniwae. but.. somehow ppl can still squeeze in a fraction of joy in their lives, but i feel as though mine is deprived of any bit of happiness. geez n i realli dunno wat im typing right now.. all i noe of is an urge to rant and scream at everyone. screw the pw. screw THAT THING. n screw HIM. WATEVER. i shld juz screw myself instead. WHY? WHY is all this happening?? im so frustrated!!
so i juz read somebody;s blog, written in perfect english with all the chim words u can think of under the sun, and i feel super inferior. y am i typin in SINGLISH?? shldnt mi eng standard improve after so long at vj? but then again this is a super childish thing to whine abt la.. but i juz want to vent out my feelings- at anything!
and i read all the fun things she did in sch, with her friends. and when i tink of what ive been doing these past mths,,... well it seems like im wasting my youth! n winnie i miss you alot hah.. muz meet up ok?! *belated happie bdae*
n im also suffering frm nostalgia!!! i miss everything in xms!!! all the wonderful memories we shared there. all our joys n sorrows. all the fun. n the mugging. n the nagging frm mrs low.. and everthing kl wrote abt in her blog! i juz read her entry again n realised i got tears in my eyes. wat an irony. to tink i cldnt wait to get outta xms. i was so WRONG. i realli dun mind reliving my four exciting yrs there again, cuz i love tt place wif all our memories. haizz... why do ppl alwaez have regrets. when i finally close my eyes forever, will i look back upon my life n mourn over all the regrets? i realli hope not..
p.s : todae had five items,, failed 2. i realli cant do it. fell once n slipped twice in SBJ. stupid mat. i used to jump at least 145. now only 125?! I CANT BELIEVE IT. curse tt mat. curse everything. arrgh.

hey ppl.. well juz informing u guys tt im still alive!! though barely...=X yup this few weeks quite hectic la but i survived!! yay.. =.- ya aniwae, krys, huiying, pam n pris!! yesterdae finally got to meet u guys!! so long nv meet liao.. i realli wanted to go syf de leh.. but too bad la maths calls.. hahaz. oh though yesterday went out onli short while but i was realli happie! haiz we realli shld be more often. oh n huiying ar, the buffy thing rite.. i tink itz true!! hahz.. but u noe me la.. i like all the weird weird stuff de.. =P yup so dun get freaked out.
i juz finished mi PI.. dun care le im going to submit it whether its accepted anot.. PW is such a PAIN! n its going to drag all e way till Nov... sad rite.. nvm lets all suffer together.. hahaz.
ya actualli dunno wat to sae le..life's abit rough at e moment..nth la juz some emotional turmoil. hmm juz hope evrybody take care ba. see u guys soon!~