i know all my common test results le. CCCC and C5 or isit C6 i cant rmb.. screwed up the freaking gp. haiz so i got 5Cs haha! =x anyway, my teachers dont believe they got my geog scores wrong. it shld be a C n0t an O!! luckily i explained or else im gonna get kicked out of geog s.. i realli hope they correct the error.. i dont wanna see a stupid glaring O on my result slip la.. and speaking of s papers... a few days ago i was told i had to go for econs R cuz i failed the stupid mcq, and i was concurrently in econs s as well.. .so its kind of an ironic weird situation to be in haha.. taking econs R econs at A lvl standard and econs S as well.. haha. but today i officially dropped econs S. realised econs is not the area i wan to pursue after all.. but i hope i made the right decision.. will geog s be harder to score? maybe in time i'll drop that too? but then there goes my time, effort and A lvl registration fees.. hmm see first la..hope my results can can just a bit better.. im sick of forever getting stuck at the C band.
anyway, i got a music fest ticket!! haha..

k today im gg to blog abt a LONG nightmare i had last nite!!
i dreamt that me, elaine and qiuyi were at this foreign boarding sch, and the 3 of us shared a dorm. ( a hint for me not to watch the movie haha) anw, we were slacking around when suddenly a storm whipped up outside and then we heard all sorts of weird howling sounds and bumps and crashes.. so we were all rather freaked out. then came this soft fire alam like signal but we all ignored it. then suddenly the door burst open and this ominous student counsellor was standing there, dripping wet and the wind whipping her hair around (btw she was wearin the xinmin uniform hahaz) she looked like a zombie and then she looked at us and said monotonously: " this is a fire drill. pls follow me to the parade sq." although it was pouring outside.. =x
so me elaine and qiuyi relunctantly followed her, but instead of leading us downstairs, we climbed abt 5-6 stories upward! and the stairwell was totally pitch dark and i cldnt see anything.. and the wind was like blowing so strongly i was afraid i wld get blown off.. weirdly enough we soon arrived at this shopping mall-like place, except there was no one around and the shops were all closed. so then the SC girl told elaine to follow her to somewhere and off they went walking down a path that spiralled downwards to the lower floors =x, leaving me and qiuyi wandering around.. we were aware of a presense chasing us so we both kept running until we reached back our dorm. we were scared to death, and then after some time the door burst open again and elaine and the freaky SC girl came rushing in with a little caucasian boy, all dripping wet and looking super exhausted. elaine collapsed on the floor while the SC girl explained that someone was trying to kill the boy so they went to rescue him. his name was hampton. funny i can rmb hah.. then she asked us to take care of him and rushed off. we were playing with hampton when another SC came and told me and qiuyi to go to some classroom to meet our respective new classes. meanwhile she wld stay to take care of elaine and hampton. so then we were split up.
i went into this classroom, where the tables were arranged in one row such that we all sat in one long line. i was sitting next to some stranger girl listening to the teacher when 3 fat ah-beng looking guys came in (they were asians. some of the ppl were caucasians) and sat beside me.. and i was quite uncomfortable cuz they kept purposely squashing me and they were sweaty and stinky and i was super annoyed. after failed attempts to get them off me, i started screaming at the teacher haha, told her i wont stop until she get those boys to move away. but the teacher jus ignored me!! i was so angry i rushed out of tat stupid place and went into this huge, hotel-like washroom which had sofas, spotlights and a tv! so i watched tv there cuz i didnt wan to go back to class, but for some reason i was crying haha.. prob homesick or lonely cuz the rest of the class was bonding while i was stuck out here..then a kind ang moh woman came in and started chatting with me and cheered me up but after a while she had to go. so i was alone again and i went to use the toilet, which was like a phone-booth thing with blue metal grills and TRANSPARENT glass =x. then jus when i finished using it the stupid teacher who ignored me came in and asked me to go join the class for lunch.. she even opened the toilet door w/o asking! so rude.. i was quite reluctant la but eventually i followed her. outside was bright, and we walked pass this meadow to a small cottage where my class ppl were seated at sq tables waiting to eat. there was alot of food on the table (chinese cuisine for some weird reason) and i sat at one of the tables with some of the girls. unfortunately the rest of the class boys and those 3 fat boys sat at the table nxt to us. i was abt to eat when one of them called me over to "talk" about our dispute. at first i ignored them but they kept pestering me so i went over lor, and they all smirked at me with their irritating faces and one of them is my real-life CIC junior haha. so one guy asked:"did u go and check up on him?"(indicating to one of the fat boys) then i was still quite upset so i retorted,"why, does he have a criminal record or something?" and then they all glared at me with disbelief and i felt this strange urge to laugh at them and then i jus woke up haha..

the dream was super realistic and vivid so i really can rmb every single detail haha.. its almost like i went overseas to study haha.. maybe i shld stay in s'pore ba

thanks betty for giving me something to do!! im gg bonkers over the geog s research paper.. *dizziness*
so hmm 8 points abt ur perfect lover? :

1. mm.. must have good character and a sense of humour (possibly like Li Xiao Yao in Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan cuz im crazy over tat show now haha)

2. Must be older or same age as me

3. must be caring, understanding, sincere, trustworthy, etc etc

4. okok i sound shallow but ya must be handsome and got abit of cool cool attitude eg jay! haha

5. Rich but know the value of $$ (although v hard to find in real life, but hey, perfect lover ma..)

6. likes animals and love his/mine/our family

7. cheer me up when im down and share my joys. eg do romantic or sweet things for me ( im a romance freak haha)

8. faithful!! wo yao de shi tian chang di jiu, bu shi ceng jin yong you

haha.. ya ok ttz all.. time for tagging!!
krys, pam, pris, hy, wl, qiuyi, cel, aileen, daniel poh aka kor kor

last nite something creepy happened!! i went to slp at ard 2.30am, and then woke at 4 plus because , well something woke me. the something is the tune of "we wish u a merry xmas" playing in the middle of the night right in my room! scary la cuz i dont have anything tat cld possibly play this music and i didnt set any alarm either.. so i was quite freaked out since only got me alone at home.. and the music went on playing until i decided to get up to check and see what is it.. but the scary thing is the moment i got out of bed and stood up, the music stopped!! so scary lor... then i didnt dare to go anywhere le so jus hurry up went back to bed.. and then at 6 plus i woke again, this time because of that stupid bird-chirping thing that my father installed in the balcony. usually the fake bird would make noise only if a shadow passes by, but this morning it was chirpiing non stop! but since it was dark i didnt wan to go n check la, so i let it chirp n chirp until 9 plus and it was damn irritating! so even when i go check it cldnt stop making noise until i finally jus switched the stupid thing off.. imagine if tonite i hear it chirping or something.. eee.. so didnt have a good slp last nite haha.. n i totally forgot today's edb trip!! arghs. i wanted to go de! oh wells.. but im looking forward to tmr's kbox!

im obsessing.. arghs. cannot cannot i need to conc on stupid maths!
but thanks for calling haha. oh ya the cockroach went away =p

haiz.. Liverpool lost to benfica!!! stupid stupid stupid. grr.. so, no more champions league excitement though personally i hope benfica and arsenal will crash out soon. haha evil. well, we lost mostly due to our fault la.. why cant the strikers STRIKE?! arghs.
anyway, today at sch very funny.. was at the canteen wif qiuyi and elaine.. suddenly mr seet was like: "sharon! come here.. come here sharon.." and was smiling tat evil smile of his.. and i was thinking oh shit wat have i done wrong and then he says: " i see u recently bought an inflatable life jacket har?", and he smirks at my uniform. i look down and dont see anything leh.. so i was like har what life jacket? then he start flicking at my drawstring and saying "waiting for ppl to pull right, inflatable ma!" then we all burst out laughing haha..
after tat i went to buy ice cream and suay suay tan yew hwee was there.. i knew he's gg to catch me for my shoes again so i hurry up siam to the fruit stall until he left and then went back. then while i was choosing my ice cream he suddenly appeared right beside me! scared the daylights out of me haha i tot i was dead liao.. but surprisingly he nv say anythig abt my shoes OR my uniform haha and instead started joking wif me saying tat i can eat more ice cream and if i were overweight he would confiscate my ice cream and make me go run.. i wanted to say i clnt run even if u put a gun to my head and i hate napfa haha.. so after tat close shave wif tan yew hwee i dropped all my change the auntie gave me grr.. so paiseh
oh ya, and my new haircut is a total flop. disastrous. stupid auntie arrghs! is there a way to make hair grow really really fast?? tell me pls if u happen to know.. haha

today is a sad day.. i cant believe jonathan commited suicide..i even read the article on saturday, and thought it was some random guy who cant get over a relationship.. nv thought it wld be jonathan. even though didnt noe him very well, but after all we had lectures tog, went to kota tinggi tog, considered aquaintance le ba.. i dont understand why he jumped off the building.. he seemed to have everything gg for him-- superb grades, active cca, happy relationship, good friends etc etc.. who wld have known he had difficulties? haiz n i didnt go for the funeral when prac the whole sch turned up. feel kinda guilty even though we weren't good friends.. but on the other hand maybe its better i didnt go. priya said its the most depressing thing to see someone u know in a coffin. ya i agree.. i was already crying when i heard the news.. cant imagine how i wld feel if i had been there to witness his family and his girlfriend's grief.. but still.. haiz nvm. but the sad thing is he suffered so much.. didnt die immediately after he jumped.. which leads me to imagine how much pain he wld have endured before he finally died!! its really sad and scary...
god bless his soul.

common test over!!!!!! really like crap..
projected results: CCDD + b3/b4

yay tmr last day of common test!!!! finally can return to some form of normalcy phews..
but i got like 8 math tutorials to catch up... dont understand probability and stats~!!!
oh today mi bro got his results.. 3As 1B.. wow.. i dont tink i'll get that haha.. so bloody hard to score for arts urghs..
anyway, jus realised that my train of thoughts getting weirder and weirder.. possibly because i read too much of "Beloved"? hah.
Eg:
jus now on the bus there was a jam and then i noticed a white round thing zoom past.. n i thought ' did i just see a white head? i think i did cuz i just saw another blue head' the heads of course being the helmets of motorcyclists. hahaz =x
oh wells, jus some random crap haha..