so. todae iz the big day.. o lvl results day.. kind of weird lehz.. i dun seem to feel anithing.. maebe after waiting for so long im numb alreadi ba.. or maebe i dun realli care cuz im not dying to stay on in vj? dunno ba.. but i wish i cared more. hahaz.. perhaps i'll get more nervous later? cuz now itz like still quite early..
hmm actualli got nth much to sae.. still confused abt mi own life, still hate evrything, but i decided to stay on in vj. i noe i sound nuts la.. but as mi bro said, why shld i let a bunch of idiotic ppl run mi life. they can bitch around for all i care. i'll live my own life.
aniwae i wan to wish all mi dear frenz all the best for results =)
to huiying: i noe u dun wan to stay in aj, but i hope u'll be happie in where ever u go. stay cute n funky! =X hahz..
to pam n pris: glad to see tt u all got good frenz at aj n ur class rox, n pam hopefully u haf gotten over him k? pris, well dun be too "fan" over ur thing too =) best wishes to u guys!
to krys n kl: heyz.. miss crapping wif u all alot.. krys u sae aj veri boring, but at least got kl to pei u, so muz try to enjoy ur life there! kl ar.. i tink u veri "you yuan" wif ur vin ng.. hahaz. oh n u 2 dun alwaez look at shuai ge k.. study hard. jiayou!
to alvin: heyz.. seems like u quite settled at ny hahaz.. ct rep n pe rep wor.. resultz not bad too! =) dunno how u can stand ur crazy combi hahaz.. but all the best to u!!
to wl: heyz mi onli employee!! hahaz.. dun alwaez so depressed la.. try to make more frenz n maebe u'll be happier? haha this iz advice frm me the antisocial, but nvm, u muz shake off ur bad mood. rmb last time u veri joky n funnie de.. muz become ur true self k? all the best!
to kitson: PLS COME VJ!!!!! hahaz.. guess wat i actualli miss ur horrible singing hahaz.. come torture me =P
to all 4e3 ppl: all the best for o lvls n stay happie forever!! keep in touch k.
to mi frenz at vj: thankz alot for making my life at vj more tolerable!! u guys rox!! we may be minority but we can beat the odds too! letz jiayou together! =)
p.s winnie i wish u all the best at TP.. muz get into the tourism course ar! or else i go n steal ur hamster. hahaz..
kk ttz all ba..

so long nv blog alreadi.. im starting to think tt i realli am going to die b4 i reach 20 yrs old.. so tired everyday.. jc sux.. reaalli SUX to hell.. evryday go sch like playing survivor lidat.. realli sick of it le.. last week i go home at abt 10 evryday cuz of tsd..itz so tiring loh then i dun even haf energy to eat.. juz bathe then go sleep n nxt day start all over again.
resultz coming out nxt week.. but i got no feeling at all lehz.. still dunno where i wan to go.. stay in vj i wan to change class becuz mi class iz a damn battlefield. but if go otehr class i scared i dun fit it cuz im so antisocial.. then dun even noe if the combi i wan can take anot.. plus tt stupid scolarship got so many conditions tt i cant even drop subj so dunno if can change to sci stream..im kind of interested in TP (poly) courses like tourism, food sci and biomedical, but then itz oso veri far n mi parents dun realli like. summore i dunno if poly iz suitable for me or jc is. if i go poly n cant adapt i'll nv get back to jc again. itz SO frustrating!! y we haf to decide our whole future so young??!! idiotic education system.
aniwae now mi class got sort of 2 gangs.. our gang is the minority.. the other gang iz full of bitchy ppl.. they ostracize us of cuz.. n they asked one of mi more pretty frenz aileen to join their "cool" gang.. wat the hell does tt mean? we "pei bu shang" aileen? or we r uncool? i hope they all FAIL their o lvls n get the hell out of mi life. bimbos. i realli cant imagine spending 2 yrs wif them n do proj work n tsd n stuff.. i rather die loh. im either changing sch or going poly or changing class. n pe at vj iz terrible too!! i juz cant pass la. they tink evrybody is a born athelete?? cannot means cannot de wat then wat thye wan me to do?? jump until i break both legs or run until i die on the track?!
HAIZ dunno la veri 'fan' la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!