haven got time to blog in office lately haha.. work is getting more n more stressful, particularly since now im involved in both the inner n outer operations haha.. i tink abt one quarter of my salary is spent on tpt liao. sianzz.. but to quit seems abit wang en fu yi. afterall the boss treats us really well (when he's not angry) and i did say i am able to work till like june. but.. still veri stress to sit beside him. n these few days alot of problems crop up. like this worker running off , involve police n all tat.. blah blah wonder if we'll all be implicated haha. cuz alot of the things are not wat they seem to be, cant say too much haha.. corporate secret =/ bleahz but i dont tink so la haha..
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i dont feel like working anymore~! kinda regret finding a job so soon! haha.. stupid me. always manage to find things to mess up my own life.

on a lighter note, i watched huangjinjia!! haha but missed quite a huge chunk at e front.. abt 20 min lidat.. the jay bathing scene~!~!! sob sob. so i kind of feel like watching again but i got no money. money is very impt to me now haha.. i find the movie quite nice wat once u get over the skimpy costumes part. besides according to historical evidence the women did dress like that in that period wat so wats the big deal anyway since some women today dress like even more scantily n nobody go up to them to accuse them of watever.. or maybe im jus biased towards the movie cuz got jay haha... ok la his acting was abit weird i admit.. cuz his voice kind of dont fit his look. but overall i thot the storyline was quite ok.. dont understand why some critics keep saying its all abt sex and has no plot. pls la is they themselves keep wanting to look at the sexy parts then nv pay attention to the story ma! haha. so if anybody wanna treat me watch again, call me!! haha

today's christmas service was fun haha.. got to hold candles and all.. n the drama was so funny and meaningful.. but the whole thing seems abit short haha.. mi first xmas at CHC.. =)
after svc went to eat lunch at the expo burger king. then it started raining.. but we all stubbornly refused to move, thinking the rain will hopefully stop soon.. unfortunately it progressed from a light snow like drizzle to like big drops. then my food was soaked. hmmph.
watever.. the rendang burger tasted horrible anyway, so many onions and so messy n still got add rainwater summore. yux.
after that went to tampines mall wif isabel to discuss our taiwan plans haha... plan where to go n wat to do, IF we actually go haha.. i tink i'll wipe out my entire earnings frm work if i do go haha.. assuming got jay concert. oh ya then at the macs was so paiseh! cuz i was abt to sit on the seat, then my slippers well, slipped. n the chair oso kind of slid away somehow n i fell down lor! so paiseh. summore was wearing quite a short dress dunno if got zouguang haha. =/ but i doubt so. then the nxt table of stupid little boys were like sniggering. gaaaaaa hope u choke on your icecream! haha kidding. not veri nice to curse ppl on christmas haha.
anyway, wish all fellow christians and non christians a very merry christmas!!

veri bored today, so im gg to plan my will n funeral!! hahaha..

funeral: i want...
-white wooden coffin with gold/silver trimmings and glass top
- an off-white or very pale purple satin dress
- white orchids and white dandelions in my hair
- crystal earrings and bracelet
- need shoes ma? if yes i want silver slippers haha
-christian style wake not those chanting kind cuz i tink veri scary
- a bouquet of violets to hold
- hang pictures and portraits of very very nice scenery instead of those blankets
- play nice music, preferably those with alot of tinkling bells one.. like the glass menagerie that type
- dont eat fried vegetarian bee hoon n stuff at my funeral! must eat nice stuff like chocolate fondue, ice cream cake etc
- tables must have purple table cloths

will:
-financial assets to my next of kin
- personal belongings some to relatives some to friends
- then lock my room and dont go in again!


ok i think im realli realli very boliao. but then jus in case i die suddenly then nobody can ask me what i want! haha. just in case.. =/ and anyway the way i imagine seems more like a wedding than a funeral wake haha.. but it'll be very pretty! so i'll die a happy death haha.
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grumble grumble grumble.. im boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
tmr must go to some office to get some company stamp n some random person's signature on some other random person's employment agreement. how come my job scope involves this????? haha.. hai. oh well better than having nth to do.. =x

argh its so cold here!! im gg to freeze to death. i want my blanket haix..this few days boss not ard, quite slack..i dunno wat to do haa.. quite sian to be alone in e office doing nth.. n theres nobody online either! im bored n cold.. haha.. i wonder how long im gg to work here leh.. i havent realli played much before i got this job haa. didnt even go to vivo yet!! mountain tortoise ha. n i havent done alot of e things i said i wanted to do haha.sometimes i wonder why work so hard? maybe after a few mths i shld go out n play hhaa.. but by then everybody else wld be working n nobody to play wif me, except maybe yx the slacker haha..i dont wan to work 9 to 5 till im 65 haha.. wat a sad life. gosh its realli cold today.. why cant they turn up the temp abit.. dont like central control systems haix. we're subject to the mercy of some unknown operator in this building, who happens to feel like gg to antarctica today..if somebody come give me a nice warm blanket now i'll fal in love wif him haha. kiddin =/
hai nth much la. gotta go~

today is my first day at work.. at a chinese employment agency called shitong.. im the clerk! haha.. so weird to work in an office, n in such a cheena environment too.. but luckily the boss is quite nice. tmr he's giving us a treat at his restaurant.. nice haha.. but then besides the regular office stuff eg photocopy, filing, emailing, downloading stuff, sorting, data entry, filling up forms, picking up calls, liasing with the fuzhou agents via chatting,i still gotta do random stuff like wash their coffee cups, empty the rubbish bins n vacuum the floor ha. is that exploitation? cuz im the youngest n easiest to bully haha.. but oh well.. for the money. even though the salary is realli quite low haa.. but then again im glad got ppl wan to hire me!cuz i got no exp.. n then on weekends im working at roadshows with uob bank to promote credit cards.. oso very chim.. got 14 cards (got classic, gold, platinum n blah blah) to promote each with diff selling pts, benefits and target consumers.. n alot of banking terms n procedures which im still quite confused abt.. hopefully can work same roadshows as qiuyi then she can teach me. cuz the other promoters like quite dao. haha..but the journey to work is like more tiring than actual doing work haha. cant wait to see the money enter my bank account! lol.

today is such a tiring day!!
early morning went to orchard wif betty for interview wif recruit express..waited so long, but i tink e ppl there r realli nice.. hope i do get a job asap haha.. i wan money!!!! after that betty went off to watch movie wif christabel, so i went home haha.. watched chainsaw massacre dvd wif my dad. wa the show is realli realli damn gross.. i wonder if its m18 or r21, cuz its realli quite sick. haha.. not much of a plot besides a butcher killing every single person he sees in a most gruesome manner. luckily im not veri affected by such stuff, or else wld throw up my nasi lemak haha.
jus reached home frm class gathering.. so glad to see so many ppl turn up! haha.. n mr choo was so happie too.. i wonder if there will still be such gatherings in future..maybe by then we'll all be working ppl liao... taking the train or bus or car every single day to some obscure office day after day after day.. but in the meantime glad to see u ppl again! haha.. even though we arent realli realli close, at least we were once fated to be classmates, and we still make the effort to meet up =) n one more happie thing is we got our muskies reunion! haha.. finally everybody can meet up for once. n i realli enjoyed my dinner although was quite tired.
lastly wanna say all the best to all the would-be army boys! haha.. jiayou jiayou! u all will do fine de! dont worry (esp kitson haha) take care!
tmr got another interview at golden mile complex, wherever that is.. haix interview so many times le not one confirmed.. no wonder ppl say its not easy to find a job hah. even a part time one =/