hmm i realised ive been rather horrible recently. maybe cuz of sch work or my sickness.. have been quite emo and grouchy haha.. my life is out of balance! need to reorganise it, so here goes..
a list of things to make my life better:

1. i have to drink at least one bottle (the ntu size) of water a day to keep myself alive and healthy
2. i gotta read all the assigned chapters in the bible!
3. i shld try to find a more efficient way of doing this block rep thing
4. i shall NOT think of ponning lessons
5. i shld spend more time with my family and friends
6. i shld start doing my laundry more often haha
7. i shld try to be relaxed abt presentations and performances
8. i shld start saving money!!
9. and start prioritising my activities haha

STIFLED

i need to get away from this whole singapore education environment.
i want a real break!! not some fiasco "recess" week where i have to mug my socks off and do stupid assignments and rush through stupid projects!
im stuck at everything. i know maybe sometimes im procrastinating, but then again who will be self-motivated enough to really delve into all the homework with enthusiasm?
whoever said uni life was easy should be shot. no. should stuff his head down the toilet bowl..
i want to go some place where i can stand alone within a 10 metre radius and not meet a single person. i want solitude haha.. enough of all the surrounding noises!!! everywhere in ntu is so noisy!! go everywhere can hear people talk talk talk.. cant walk without talking and talking and talking nonstop..my head wan to burst liao la. for once can everybody in this world just shut up and maybe listen to the sounds of nature or smth.. or at least let me hear my own thoughts
i need some alone time and quiet time. haha
siao liao... okok gotta go back to my friggin OB assignment. i hate salvador dali. if i ever see one of his paintings im going to tear it up. hah!

the weather at ntu is so irritating!!
for one week i nv do my laundry, it was bright and excruciatingly sunny.. last night i finally washed all my clothes and then this morning it had to rain!! so big drops of rain somemore! irritating!! now my room is exploded with all my clothes on the floor on plastic bags! like flea market like that haha.. cheap clothes anyone? =.= really lor and its not the first time liao.
this week i ponned stats lec. realised i shldnt have, cuz im already blur enough as it is.. now i really can just forget abt the next tutorial haha. on a brighter note, our marketing article analysis presentation went quite well.. prof leong even said very good!! hahah amazing. too bad not assessed hmmphs.. somehow i just manage to screw up all the assessed ones and ace the non-assessed presentations. sians..
then i also consulted my ADM friend on the OB individual paintings analysis.. she's so pro at art!! i look at the 3 paintings stone for so long, then she can just bam and give all the insights haha.. but then still have to go and think out the whole thing myself haha.. how to link paintings with OB?!
oh and i went to play IBRG chinese chess.. kena thrashed haha.. yinsync first training was not bad either.. im grp-ed with woonling and serene.. still dunno wats our band name and what sort of songs we gg to sing.. hope huiyin will join back yinsync!!
and then this week i went to collect block fund frm the guy's level.. i dunno why some guys just dont want to wear their clothes properly. how can u just walk ard in your underwear?! i was like, *stare at the paper i never see anything never see anything never never never....* faints. haha..i think nxt time i will jus do the girls' level safer. hah.
this weekend my amah birthday! got nice food to eat haha..next weekend dnd.. i only got a brown dress which doesnt fit the theme but im not gg to buy another must save money!!!
MONEY is very impt. hahah..hostel bill is here liao! sian duno why they charge us until december. not fair!! if i have hol in dec why wld i bother paying for december! i feel like gg to argue with the students affair office.. if really bobian must pay i'll make sure i use all the facilities as much as i can haha. make the money worth it lol