u noe wat? i realli cant stand u. dun tink i cant survive without u. cuz i wont die, in fact i MIGHT die if u r around. dun tok to me abt mannerism if u got the guts to do wat u did that night. wont u use ur brain la. what i did was worse or wat u did was worse. petty fella. F. n dun expect me to say sorry. i'll never do that. and stop being so prentencious. its disgusting. try n put urself n other ppl's shoes can. imagine if i did wat u did to me. i tink u'll react a hundred times worse than i did. i dun suppose if u'll read this, but i dun care. this is my blog n i shall write watever i want. arrogance? huh. speak for yourself. u can bitch abt me to your friends. so can i. but i wont stoop to your level. u can beat me up. u can do anything u want. i dare u to do tt. best if u kill me and solve everyone's problems. i noe u wasnt in a good mood that day. but dun dump ur shit on me. cuz i wasnt in good mood tt day either. cuz i went thru something u can nv imagine juz the day before. i dun see the need to explain. because i might be at fault, but u r worse. so y should i? i dunno n i dont care.
tt day i merely told u to wait.n u had to get so fucked up. how was i to know that im supposed to say THANK YOU. ok fine la. THANKS A MILLION! cant u see that my freaking spoon was filled n got no space for ur egg?! i realli dun understand how anyone can get pissed off over such a simple thing. rmb u asked watz my prob? i'll say it now my prob is YOU. n the nxt day i tot everything was fine. i woke early to wake u and u told me to get lost. fine. so u got ur fren to call u. ok, since u dun need me to call u, y shld i bother? n i served u wif that bloody cocktail shit. n u didnt even acknowledge me, much less say thanks. bad mannerism?? u or me? n everyday u gave me ur sodding black face. so what? am i supposed to go up n say hi happily? n tt night at the hospital, we were toking abit n i tot everything was going to be fine. but then the nxt day, i wanted to get a piece of bread for mum, n i reali didnt noe we were out of bread. n wat did u do? u called me a stupid girl! FINE. i noe im stupid. u're the genius ok? go get a nobel prize if u're so great. u tink u've done great things? huh. was i wrong to sae u got attitude prob? n u actualli hit me that night. i cldnt believe it, i nv tot my own bro wld hit me, not since we were like, 10? guess i was so WRONG. n i dun regret telling u to fuck off. i meant it then n i mean it now. n u prob bitched abt me to ur friends. u noe when i go to sch now n ur friends wld look at me like im some weird freak? i realli regret going to vj because of u. i tot we wld haf fun in sch. guess i was wrong AGAIN. i tot i had the greatest bro on earth, who didnt mind teaching me maths over n over again. n i was wrong. i'd rather fail maths than go to u now.
ive tot over this whole shit n i'll still sae the same thing: i dun tink i was at fault n i wont apologise to someone who hits a girl in the middle of the night when she cant defend herself. aniwae, havent u learnt that a decent guy doesnt hit a girl no matter what? so before u sae im arrogant, look at urself in the mirror.