today is a sad day.. i cant believe jonathan commited suicide..i even read the article on saturday, and thought it was some random guy who cant get over a relationship.. nv thought it wld be jonathan. even though didnt noe him very well, but after all we had lectures tog, went to kota tinggi tog, considered aquaintance le ba.. i dont understand why he jumped off the building.. he seemed to have everything gg for him-- superb grades, active cca, happy relationship, good friends etc etc.. who wld have known he had difficulties? haiz n i didnt go for the funeral when prac the whole sch turned up. feel kinda guilty even though we weren't good friends.. but on the other hand maybe its better i didnt go. priya said its the most depressing thing to see someone u know in a coffin. ya i agree.. i was already crying when i heard the news.. cant imagine how i wld feel if i had been there to witness his family and his girlfriend's grief.. but still.. haiz nvm. but the sad thing is he suffered so much.. didnt die immediately after he jumped.. which leads me to imagine how much pain he wld have endured before he finally died!! its really sad and scary...
god bless his soul.