ifailedmyhumangeog. haha.. hmm one of my worst results for geog ever.. i always tot i cld do well in geog.. well, maybe not anymore..today josef remarked tat we were not geography students, but students who happened to study geography.. i suppose its true la.. after so many years of geog education, i still cant anaylyse, compare, discuss nor write abt the limitations and usefulness of data. and i didnt noe where on earth china lies on the world map, and mistook its eastern coast for a border wif some nonexistent country..bleahs. and i cant remember simple definitions either.. like getting urban growth and urbanisation mixed up. or forgetting wats fertility rate and mortality rate (this part was super funny cuz josey tot mortality meant the number of lives, and josef was like, mortality is die! Die! DIE!!!! *while stabbing exasperatedly at the table*) so, when i got back the script i was like searching for marks to count haha..9/20 for DRQ. esssay 15. i hope my phys geog can at least help me to pass la.. but the weird thing was, i found the whole situation immensely amusing..haha. everybody did quite badly.. and its so bad that we all thought our results were the funniest thing around for years. haha..=/ sort of reminds me of Sixo in "Beloved" when he laughed when he was burnt alive and hung. i jus so love that book haha.
prelims in 49 days! wat to do.. revision.. doesnt seem to be of any help. and kor gg thailand nxt wednesday.. and he'll not come back for one year! i dont wan him to go haiz...although i nv say but im realli realli gg to miss him alot alot.. who's gg to teach me maths now? whos gg to tell lame jokes and crap stories to cheer me up? whos gg to encourage me when i feel so totally wiped out.. he said he;s worried abt my maths.. ya, me too..im worried abt everything. like my results. like wats gg to happen when he;s gone. like will i be able to take care of my parents. like can i cope with everything. can i make my own decisions and all..he said believe in yourself.. but how to when eveything looks so bleak? and i kind of cant imagine.. when he comes back what will he be like? will he still be the same brother? by then i'll be in uni liao.. realli cant imagine haha..
well.. hope eveything works out fine..