Thursday, July 27, 2006
today our class got lectured again. cuz we were planning to pon college day.. im wondering are we realli such troublesome ppl? why suddenly all the teachers start hounding after us? haha.. college day.. according to mrs chan, its an opportunity to show the world that we are not defined by our skirt lengths.. =/ apparently today some newpaper reporter staked out at the bus stop to take snapshots of us.. wat a stupid fuss one -chi bao mei shi zuo- fella can cause. great now we're realli gg to have routine uniform checks urghs. anw back to college day.. i dont tink all of us lining by the roadside cheering on some guest of honour is gg to project us as the most enthu sch in the universe right? summore we're gg to have a rehearsal! duh. but as mrs low says, its our obligation to the sch.. in any case im gg cuz i dont have a choice and i dont wan my national day holiday taken away so i can do cwo in sch..
personally i dont tink i have much loyalty to the sch haha.. sch spirit? maybe onli during the soccer tournaments.. its because somehow i feel the ppl here are too.. aiya dont even noe how to describe. like eg one of my friend ( actualli i dont wan to talk bad abt ppl behind their backs, but this has kind of pissed me off) promised to lend me something ( dont wan to elaborate too much la) and then at the last min she decide she dont feel like coming sch and ask me to find someone else. n its not the first time she does tat. i mean i noe its jus a small thing but to me its a matter of promise. i hate it when ppl break their promises.. if u cant keep them, then dont give ur word right. n its not onli me, another of my fren is upset wif her too.. prob is she always has this nonchalant attitude. sadly my views of her are beginning to change. and another incident today. i was talking to another fren and she was telling me abt which UK uni she;s gg to.. so i said if she realli go can i visit her and stay in her hostel and have a tour of england.. and she was like sure u can sleep on my FLOOR．maybe im too sensitive but i take tat as an insult. so, the ppl in this sch.. dont realli make me wan to bond wif them..except for a few realli good frens and im glad i have them , but otherwise, if i ever see any of u other ppl in NUS or NTU (but i bet i wont cause majority of them are gg overseas) dont be surprised if i act as though i dont noe u. friendships in jc..im realli starting to doubt it.
alone wif the stars above @ 9:19 PMpersonally i dont tink i have much loyalty to the sch haha.. sch spirit? maybe onli during the soccer tournaments.. its because somehow i feel the ppl here are too.. aiya dont even noe how to describe. like eg one of my friend ( actualli i dont wan to talk bad abt ppl behind their backs, but this has kind of pissed me off) promised to lend me something ( dont wan to elaborate too much la) and then at the last min she decide she dont feel like coming sch and ask me to find someone else. n its not the first time she does tat. i mean i noe its jus a small thing but to me its a matter of promise. i hate it when ppl break their promises.. if u cant keep them, then dont give ur word right. n its not onli me, another of my fren is upset wif her too.. prob is she always has this nonchalant attitude. sadly my views of her are beginning to change. and another incident today. i was talking to another fren and she was telling me abt which UK uni she;s gg to.. so i said if she realli go can i visit her and stay in her hostel and have a tour of england.. and she was like sure u can sleep on my FLOOR．maybe im too sensitive but i take tat as an insult. so, the ppl in this sch.. dont realli make me wan to bond wif them..except for a few realli good frens and im glad i have them , but otherwise, if i ever see any of u other ppl in NUS or NTU (but i bet i wont cause majority of them are gg overseas) dont be surprised if i act as though i dont noe u. friendships in jc..im realli starting to doubt it.