cant believe its october already.. i gotta start mugging soon.. still havent get into the mood, which is kinda bad haha.. hopefully the series of mock exams will spur me to study.. i know i will de.. there's no victory without a fight, and i will fight. and try not to die in the process haha. but sometimes its jus so tiring la.. take a quote from Beloved, the world doesnt stop playing checkers jus because u are one of the pieces.. sometimes i realli feel like there's too much things going on, and i dont know where to start and i wish i cld jus stop, sit down and smell the flowers instead of exhausting myself in this meaningless rat race..whatever happened to my past dreams and ambitions? now when we're so close to the end, i dunno wat i want to do after this..but i decided, i dont wan to feel discouraged anymore. i want to be dissatisfied! cuz tat means there is something more in my life to be achieved.. maybe i dunno wat that is now, but i will find it. i will find the purpose in my life..