my 2nd uncle jus passed away yesterday..
it came as a rude shock to me when papa told me he was in coma on fri nite. like, he was still looking fine when we went china together! can eat, can walk can climb mountains..yet, less than half a month later his body collapsed and i was seeing him lying like a wax figurine in a coffin. haixx life is so fragile.. makes me wonder if all the things i worry abt are really tat impt.. back to the veri lame but fundamental question- if i were to die tmr, wat will i do? on one hand, these mundane things may seem so unimpt, but without them, wont life just be an empty shell? and then i think, if, just if we hadn't asked him to go on the china trip with us, how long more could he have lived? a few months? or a few more years?? its all this unanswered possibilities tat make it so frustrating.. i tink its really all these unlimited possibilities that result in regrets..
luckily 2nd aunt didnt seem to be as badly hit as i thought.. today at the wake i still saw her smiling and she looks quite ok, so at least tats a good thing..
on another note, tmr is my preliminary interview and tests day for my SIA scholarship interview and i havent done any preparation at all.. i know nth abt SIA!! arghs.. hopefully can just smoke through..