Sunday, July 15, 2007
arghs my body is aching again.. muscle pain frm yesterday beach volleyball and frisbee.. yesterday sentosa was fun =) ive been to sentosa more times the past 2 mths than the previous 11 years haha..but i tink i got blacker.. noooooooooooooo...!! dont noe why i blacken so easily yet no matter wat amt of sunblock or whitening lotion i use i dont get any whiter.. sigh.
oh anyway, i went to dye my hair haha.. the hairdresser very nice, gimme free coffee summore. lol. but im thinking i shld have gone one shade lighter.. actually picked this darker colour was because i thought my mom will kill me for dye-ing hair. but surprisingly her reaction not very big haha.. if i know i wld have picked a lighter colour. but, aiya anything la.
this week gg to be quite busy, albeit in a good way. gg to watch harry potter! then thurs kbox mayday-ing wif aud, fri muskies gathering. i still haven decided if im gg for the evangelist camp tmr haa.. prob not.. my blisters too painful.. stupid new shoes, dont understand why it can cause blisters when its still too big.. =x
my kor is coming back in a few weeks time!! then i realise, yikes sch's gg to start soon and i havent prepared anything! sch supplies, hostel stuff, camp stuff... im jus procrastinating i guess.. im not prepared to utilise my brain again! i dont want to go back to sch yet! when i think of the future challenges, its kinda scary.. i really want to believe i can get through these next 3 years and come out a better person, cuz i think ultimately despite working in a company for 4 mths and teaching tuition for 3 mths, i havent really got to know what the working world's really like.. cuz my company is so small i only have like 2 or 3 colleagues hahah..and tuition is frankly speaking jus a way for me to generate income haha. but i tink im SERIOUSLY underpaid for all my efforts hmmphs. minus all the tpt and food expenditure i got like nth left. ppl like sheila can find nice jobs that pay $1400.. pamela can find a job in prestigeous MDA, donno why i always find the lousy ones haha. maybe im too despo? but, no point saying all these now la, since sch is like in less than a mth's time..but oh wells i got abit of experience out of everything, and i hope all the lives that ive stepped into (and out) have been at least positively impacted on haha.
i tink i'vebeen leading a too sheltered life la. shld get out more haha. but im trying to be more enthu already.. i dont wanna be 自闭 anymore, hope there is improvement haha.
alone wif the stars above @ 9:27 PMoh anyway, i went to dye my hair haha.. the hairdresser very nice, gimme free coffee summore. lol. but im thinking i shld have gone one shade lighter.. actually picked this darker colour was because i thought my mom will kill me for dye-ing hair. but surprisingly her reaction not very big haha.. if i know i wld have picked a lighter colour. but, aiya anything la.
this week gg to be quite busy, albeit in a good way. gg to watch harry potter! then thurs kbox mayday-ing wif aud, fri muskies gathering. i still haven decided if im gg for the evangelist camp tmr haa.. prob not.. my blisters too painful.. stupid new shoes, dont understand why it can cause blisters when its still too big.. =x
my kor is coming back in a few weeks time!! then i realise, yikes sch's gg to start soon and i havent prepared anything! sch supplies, hostel stuff, camp stuff... im jus procrastinating i guess.. im not prepared to utilise my brain again! i dont want to go back to sch yet! when i think of the future challenges, its kinda scary.. i really want to believe i can get through these next 3 years and come out a better person, cuz i think ultimately despite working in a company for 4 mths and teaching tuition for 3 mths, i havent really got to know what the working world's really like.. cuz my company is so small i only have like 2 or 3 colleagues hahah..and tuition is frankly speaking jus a way for me to generate income haha. but i tink im SERIOUSLY underpaid for all my efforts hmmphs. minus all the tpt and food expenditure i got like nth left. ppl like sheila can find nice jobs that pay $1400.. pamela can find a job in prestigeous MDA, donno why i always find the lousy ones haha. maybe im too despo? but, no point saying all these now la, since sch is like in less than a mth's time..but oh wells i got abit of experience out of everything, and i hope all the lives that ive stepped into (and out) have been at least positively impacted on haha.
i tink i'vebeen leading a too sheltered life la. shld get out more haha. but im trying to be more enthu already.. i dont wanna be 自闭 anymore, hope there is improvement haha.