omg im stressed!
exam in less than a mth..
haha i dont noe wat im doing! have been attempting to study but nth seems to be gg in..
endless presentations still gg on..
proj proj proj. where got time to revise?
and still so many other things gg on..
stats quiz!! arghs i wan to get A this time..
but is the BIG BOOK topics, which i totally dont get.. the chi distribution and whatnot. oh no..
but i dont wan to get emo over this again.
i onli have this amt of time la..
just do what i can, the rest heck care. haha
so many ppl emo-ing these days..sigh. cheer up guys!
dont waste time emo-ing! just do what you're supposed to do!
things of the past belong to the past.
like my fluked mktg proj haha
point is, cannot forget then dont force yourself to forget lor..
sweet memories are often painful
and i dunno why im blogging when im supposed to be preparing my ob presentation and doing mktg proj
room damn hot now..
peifu my roomie who's like totally unfazed by exams haha..
im like, arghs!! less than 1 mth!!
im super unprepared..
and i see im having a cyclical train of thought.
haha
= =

listening to fan wei qi's 不能跟情人說的話 has made me emo again haha. but in a good way :)
cuz i suddenly feel so thankful for all the ppl ard me.. there's so many ppl in this world i love..
my family!
realised that over the years i've been taking and taking so much from them..sigh feel abit bad abt it..like my mom who will cook food that i like to eat jus because canteen food sucks.. my dad who pays for all my needs and never once complained. my brother who will go out to buy stupid calculator batteries for me when he's sick and still have to tolerate my lameness haha. and sometimes i can be such a dumbo and complainer. i tink if im one of my family members i probably cant stand myself haha..always worried abt myself and neglecting other ppl's needs..and i spend so little time with them! since i moved to hall i rarely see my family anymore.. sometimes i wonder if there's a difference whether im at home or not haha since i dont contribute much..oh no i must start loving my family more..i want to be with my family!! jus that sometimes theres jus so many things to do and so many ppl wanting my time..mm.. so when i go out to work i want to repay all of them for all they've done for me :)
muskies and strawberry shortcakes
muskies we've known each other for so so so many years!! and strawberry shortcakes haha known each other since our vj yeats.. and even though we're like all so busy, once in awhile we still make the effort to meet up, and somehow everything just falls into place like we've never separated.. i really treasure this group of friends.. i hope one day when we're all old and sick we can still meet up and chat abt all our past experiences together haha..
my hall friends
even though ive known them for like only a few mths we've become so close.. from doing crazy stuff like star gazing at the top of ADM at 4am, car chasing,playing card games overnight, getting emo together etc.. i somehow know if i need help i can just tell them..and they're really really nice ppl..can drive all the way from boon lay to hougang jus to send me home, can stay up the entire night helping each other do videos for presentations, can spend the whole night sharing abt our lives, can make placards to support me etc etc..im really glad i got to know this bunch of ppl.. maybe i wont be staying hall nxt yr but its okay, they've made a difference in my life, and i hope i have made a difference in their lives. today pastor shared abt the star thrower story.. even though i heard it so many times, but still it inspired me to want to make a difference in ppl's lives.
w345
me dearest cell grp..though im always MIA for fellowship, they always continue to msg me for gatherings and write postcards and stuff..maybe im not that close to the cell, cuz im always rushing off somewhere to do proj or or go home to spend time with my family..but i noe they are a bunch of really cool and sincere ppl who truly care for me..
and of cuz, God,
for putting all these wonderful ppl in my life, for giving all these to me even though i can be such a horribly selfish and self-centred person. :)
on a random note, maybe one day i will be able to love maths as well. LOL!
sometimes i feel like im emotionally exhausted cuz there are jus so many ppl who want my time.. or i feel obliged to spend time with them.. then i will feel like being antisocial and just ask everyone to shut up and leave me alone.. but then again i wont actually do it cuz its like against my morals haha.. and then i will feel really exaperated and annoyed.. but actually right, its good that so many ppl want to spend time with me!! shows that im a likable person right. haha..perhaps its part of being the salt and light and engaging culture.. i jus hope i will be a good representative of God and not be overwhelmed by the things and values of the world..

on another note, i jus realised i have 'collected' a bunch of nicknames over the years haha:
tweety bird, dumpty tweedledum, snailie, 小薇，小雪，雪人，殺龍，殺人婆，strawberry shortcake,小S，poh poh, sarong, 暖暖包，28-kg girl poogy etc haha..=/

today is another day gone wrong..
started off with marketing tutorial, in which we are supposed to present our grp proj after gg thru the tut qns..first tut qn already kena shoot! blah. so what if i dont know how to answer your qn? if i know i prob wont be here Studying and Learning right, so what kind of Teaching attitude is that? and he went on to shoot meihua summore. cld tell she was damn pissed haha. evil L!!
and then he didnt like our marketing proj either. said our brand name sounds ugly, wat mystique sounds like mistake.. ya mistake! someone out there must have made a big mistake to put me in your class! and summore he said we quote from unreliable sources..like excuse me the source we quote frm is the advisor for STB lor, got write books, got his own service quality management centre in singapore lor.. if u ownself ignorant nv hear abt ppl before then dont say he is not reliable la..sumore so bhb say why dont we just quote him since like he's been teaching svc marketing for so long.. like im sure EVERYONE in singapore knows u la! whatevers..cant stand him alr. so he like criticised alot on our proj. so he prob will give us lousy grades. and the stupid DSIs still keep asking so many qns..hmmphs fine la our proj lousy lor your proj very good lor can.. = =
grrs. dont want to think abt these sucky ppl already. im gg to eat my
BIG BAG HOT AND SPICY POTATO CHIPS. rahhs!!

and p.s. i ate fried fish soup at can b today. it was so salty i could have thought i was drinking the dead sea. i prob cld have floated in it. conclusion: all can b food must be inedibly salty..

Today school was a bad day..
morning i specially woke up early to go FAL to print notes, waited damn long for a computer to be free since like everyone in NBS is meeting proj deadlines now and all the comps seem to be hogged.. anyway, i took abt 20 min to finish clicking all the things that i wanted to print, cuz the internet kept hanging on me. so when i went to the machine to click print i realised my ezlink and cashcard both have not enough money, and i didnt even have cash to top up, so sad. then i asked a girl if she can lend me her cashcard to pay for my prints first. and she was quite nice la although abit blur then we fiddled for a long time b4 she realised she oso dont have enough money. then nvm lor so i asked another person, who like, totally BLEW ME OFF! she's like so dao can, she jus waved her hand at me and say 'sorry im busy' as though im her maid or some fly lidat.. typical DSR la..*angry*
so anyway i was alr running late for lessons so bobian have to come back to print later.. and stats tut made my headache worse.. then after tut went back FAL, then after i selected all my print jobs all over again and printed, the output is like crap! the printer ran out of ink!! and my printed stuff was like cant even see a thing. then so i went the office and asked for refund then the guy refused lor!! evils!!!! in the end we argued for awhile before he agreed to let me reprint. hmmphs, so i had to reselect all my print jobs all over again! = =
then spent the nxt approx 4 hours rushing thru OB written report, at least got it finished finally..still have to do abstract and presentation..
then while walking back hall with xiaoli we came up with more categories of ppl haha.. this time is good one for ourselves! the UPSI- Unglam Poor but Smart with Integrity. haha. as opposed to the DSI- Dao Stupid and Irritating. of course, its bad to judege ppl, but sometimes i just cant help it haha..
now gotta prepare tmr marketing's proj presentation and tut qns.. and tmr is another long day!

i got a new lobang for ppl who like bags haha..
my friend told me abt some brand of environmentally friendly bag called Envirosax, quite nice..
i tink is quite nice cuz its waterproof! haha hate it when it rains then all my stuff get wet.. sumore is polyester.. nice material! and not heavy.. tat time i bought one fake puma bag haha.. regret!! so heavy lor then i cannot use.. maybe can sell off at original price n earn money haa.. =x abit bad.. biz ethics! haha.. anway the bag my fren told me is super cheap! 9.90 only lor~
so anybody interested can go www.envirosax.com n see see =)

CRAZY MATH CRAZY PROJS

t= [(x one bar minus x two bar) - Dnot over (square root n one minus one s one square plus n 2 minus one s two square )over [n one plus n two minus two] times square root one over n one plus one over n two]~ Tdf where df = (s one square over n one plus s two square over n two)square over {[(s one square/n one)square/ n one minus one]plus [(s two square/n two)square/n two minus one]}

HAHAHA. *hysterical* and thats for one single distribution formula. freaking ONE. got Z, T, kai distribution and F distribution etc etc etc. omgwthbbq. my class ppl were like calling the F distribution F*** distribution alr.. =.=..
help i really really really dont noe how to do stats.. God im GIVING this to u. its either u help me or i flunk. serious..

news flash: my current academia progress
TCM: Lost
Stats: KAROSHI BEYOND HOPE
OB: Stressed. deadlines deadlines!!
Marketing: seemingly ok..

my notes are filled with doodles... i draw things that have no link.. im karoshi-ing

and btw the can b burger sucks. its SUPER SALTY. n for those who know me, when i say smth is salty it must be like inedibly salty. and i waited so long for it that i was late for OB. confirm not worth.

and also me and xiaoli have come up with 2 categories of ppl -- the DSR (dao, smart and rich) and USP (unglam, stupid and poor). guess which we belong in haha

aiya this post is so totally bimbo and random. but arghs i dont care. im like having brain control crisis. i feel like laughing hysterically. hahaha
n i hate it when the new pen i buy drop on the floor and DIES. like #$%#@*?!

and this is jus a r.a.n.t. im not gg to concede defeat yet. and i AM NOT EMO.

my busy week over! haha..
monday: mug stats quiz, do tutorials, block manager meeting
tues: stats quiz, do tutorials, BIS skit rehearsal, milk and bread delivery+take orders
wed: long lesson day till 730, yinsync meeting, OC nasi lemak sales
thurs:OB creative assignment deadline, BIS
fri: OB proj, deliver prizes
finally its go home day!!
i wanna watch qing gong feng yun..!
and thanks for making BLK 34 skit a success ppl! we won! haha

nxt week, another BUSY week. rahhs. i cant sing for SIX with ulcer!! sob.

forgot to add, janus speed car-loading was hilarious!!