hmm havent blogged in ages!!
been quite busy this past mth.. i did alot of things! haha too detailed to list down everything, but its one of my happier christmas because there's someone special to share it with..
sch starting soon!! results coming out this fri.. i really hope i do well cuz i noe my exam study period was kinda screwed up but i did try my best to get as much info in so hopefully my effort pays off haha..i still want my first class honours..
this year gg to end soon.. shld do a reflection haah..
schoolwise, second part of 2007 is really a milestone cuz i finally enter uni..still rmb feeling insecure and scared because im moving to hostel..rmb the rush and frenzy of packing all the daily things tat i;ll need, clothes etc..rmb the times i almost didnt want to step out of the house and make that uber long journey back to hall for lessons the following week..rmb how i nearly wanted to quit hall camp. but im glad i didnt, cuz i made a bunch of wonderful friends! and adapting to uni life wasnt easy. lectures tutorials and seminars.. they say business ppl have it easy, but i dont think so leh.. so many projs and presentations, was super stressed for a period of time cuz its so competitive and hectic and never ending. and day in day out in ntu, felt like i was living in some ghetto.. luckily got my hall friends around. =) after tat slowly settled in and the fun began! haha late night suppers, car trips, drinking, games, talks, crushes, hall activities and finally pia-ing tog for exams..thinking back it doesnt seem like only 4 mths.. feels like years ago when i first stepped into ntu hall 6 haha..
relationship wise, really another big turn in my life.. even though everything happened so quickly, i never regretted knowing him. dear thanks for everything.. u made me feel appreciated and even though initially u had to "force" me, at least u got me to really open up my feelings ..dont usually share my thoughts and problems with people, so thanks for being willing to listen to me, and always being so patient and caring and understanding. i used to be a drifting boat, but i found my harbour. i used to be an empty shell, but now i think, maybe i really have something valuable, a pearl inside me tat can make u like me so much. that maybe i can just be myself and not pretend to be happie when im not. that maybe if i fall, it doesnt matter cuz u'll pull me back. so even though its less than 2 mths, and we somehow bypassed the honeymoon stage, but it feels as though we had an eternity, and there is still and eternity ahead :) thanks for everything, friend of my mind!
familywise... i noe i havent been spending much time at home..feel guilty cuz i noe my parents are getting older and i never used to go out so much..dunno how to express.. but i really do treasure my family alot..i know action speaks louder than words..jus hope that even though i may seem heck care and always not around, they will noe that they mean alot to me. and i noe im not as capable as korkor. i cant support myself financially now, so still have to depend on them.. feel quite bad cuz keep taking money frm them then they have to work so hard then i dont stay home to accompany them summore. rahhs.
guess my new year resolution is to brush up on my prioritising skills. haha.
hmm so tats abt all i guess. jus wanna thank everybody that made a difference in my life in any way..if positive, thanks!!! if negative, oso thanks for giving me a chance to learn, though dunno if i got learn or not haha..and oso hope this year i changed ppl's lives positively too. if i offended anyone, sorrie! haha.. hope everyone will have a better year ahead! =)