woke up with a splitting headache today arghs. dont know why been having headaches these few days.. head very heavy leh..had a bad dream too..must be sch starting liao getting stressed up haha..groggy...
last nite still wentfor 4e3 class gathering though. it was quite fun meeting up with the e3 ppl even though only about half turned up. cant believe it was nearly 4 years ago when i was in sec 4! still can rmb wat a mugger i was.. do 5 a.maths papers a day!! siao. haha.. but i loved 4e3. though wasnt like uber close to everybody, but we were quite united as a class, thanks to mr choo and phan lao shi.. and all the other lovable teachers who mostly left xinmin liao..haha.. we were so guai and innocent then..last nite pam let us watch the lame teachers day video we put up.. wonder if today we wld ever do such a thing again lol..and had a great time looking thru the past pics of our excursions, classroom etc.. rmb our class deco used to be so nice.. haha i hope we still can have our gathering year after year..
and i was quite lucky for gift exchange again haha..got a bottle of wine which is prob one of the more expensive gifts.. tat time went kai's gathering i got the best prize too haha.. wonder why i dont have such luck at 4D leh. haha..
new year coming in like a few days.. i suddenly feel like listing the top 10 ppl tat changed my life this year. in no particular order la jus jumble up

1. zhang wei my colleague at shitong who taught me the ropes of what i had to do at my very first office job
2. keith my first tuition kid,with an undying passion for chelsea fc and a knack for hokkien vulgarites at 8. taught me patience and how difficult it realy is to bring up a child
3.esther my chc ministry friend whom i got to know thru the ministry camp..we clicked immediately though seldom meet.she helped me alot with the OB thingie! thanks girl
4.meihua the very first person i talked to when i officially went to sch on the first day of sem 1, though she doesnt rmb alr haha. made me feel at ease with my tut class =)
5.jeanette my cell grp friend.. who wrote me postcards at the most timely moments when i was down and demoralised
6. li ru, my garang tut classmate who always has tons of energy and is so super smart! cheered me up alot of times unknowingly and spurred me to study harder
7. max, a flamboyant flippant guy on the outside, deeper than an ocean on the inside. wont forget his mega bday celebration, our long long talk at the running tracks and all that he has done
8.huiyin, the girl who made my hall life so colourful. cheered me on all the way during the special nite for OC camp, and partnered me for fright night. and organise activities every day and night. without her i wld have been cooped up in my room everyday. admire her for her strength to cope with problems
9.KT, my OC SIC who is the most positive person i've known. always on fire for God and really encouraged me alot in terms of studies, faith, attitude,selflessness etc..really hope our BS sessions can continue and expand
10 and of cuz, niki. from nothing to my everything. haha.. too many things to thank him for already..really dunno where to begin. in short, getting to know him is the highlight of my year =) if i can only choose one person to meet for the whole of last year, it wld be him. *

hmm havent blogged in ages!!
been quite busy this past mth.. i did alot of things! haha too detailed to list down everything, but its one of my happier christmas because there's someone special to share it with..
sch starting soon!! results coming out this fri.. i really hope i do well cuz i noe my exam study period was kinda screwed up but i did try my best to get as much info in so hopefully my effort pays off haha..i still want my first class honours..
this year gg to end soon.. shld do a reflection haah..
schoolwise, second part of 2007 is really a milestone cuz i finally enter uni..still rmb feeling insecure and scared because im moving to hostel..rmb the rush and frenzy of packing all the daily things tat i;ll need, clothes etc..rmb the times i almost didnt want to step out of the house and make that uber long journey back to hall for lessons the following week..rmb how i nearly wanted to quit hall camp. but im glad i didnt, cuz i made a bunch of wonderful friends! and adapting to uni life wasnt easy. lectures tutorials and seminars.. they say business ppl have it easy, but i dont think so leh.. so many projs and presentations, was super stressed for a period of time cuz its so competitive and hectic and never ending. and day in day out in ntu, felt like i was living in some ghetto.. luckily got my hall friends around. =) after tat slowly settled in and the fun began! haha late night suppers, car trips, drinking, games, talks, crushes, hall activities and finally pia-ing tog for exams..thinking back it doesnt seem like only 4 mths.. feels like years ago when i first stepped into ntu hall 6 haha..
relationship wise, really another big turn in my life.. even though everything happened so quickly, i never regretted knowing him. dear thanks for everything.. u made me feel appreciated and even though initially u had to "force" me, at least u got me to really open up my feelings ..dont usually share my thoughts and problems with people, so thanks for being willing to listen to me, and always being so patient and caring and understanding. i used to be a drifting boat, but i found my harbour. i used to be an empty shell, but now i think, maybe i really have something valuable, a pearl inside me tat can make u like me so much. that maybe i can just be myself and not pretend to be happie when im not. that maybe if i fall, it doesnt matter cuz u'll pull me back. so even though its less than 2 mths, and we somehow bypassed the honeymoon stage, but it feels as though we had an eternity, and there is still and eternity ahead :) thanks for everything, friend of my mind!
familywise... i noe i havent been spending much time at home..feel guilty cuz i noe my parents are getting older and i never used to go out so much..dunno how to express.. but i really do treasure my family alot..i know action speaks louder than words..jus hope that even though i may seem heck care and always not around, they will noe that they mean alot to me. and i noe im not as capable as korkor. i cant support myself financially now, so still have to depend on them.. feel quite bad cuz keep taking money frm them then they have to work so hard then i dont stay home to accompany them summore. rahhs.
guess my new year resolution is to brush up on my prioritising skills. haha.
hmm so tats abt all i guess. jus wanna thank everybody that made a difference in my life in any way..if positive, thanks!!! if negative, oso thanks for giving me a chance to learn, though dunno if i got learn or not haha..and oso hope this year i changed ppl's lives positively too. if i offended anyone, sorrie! haha.. hope everyone will have a better year ahead! =)

im back from thailand!!!
haha the trip this time was rather eventful..
alot of suay things happened to us lor..
boat broke down, got cheated, airplane got delayed by one day etc..
but it was still fun overall haha.. surprisingly we didnt have any quarrels or anything.. took lots of pics and super lame videos.. shall post on facebook soon.. if got space haha
and a lot of other new experiences. haha.. like snorkelling..jetskiing.. v exciting but i was so scared i will die haha..
and other stuff too. like walking down the beach with him, sitting in the water with the fishes swimming ard.. ( oh btw the water there is super clear), watching the sunset,running in the rain, get stuck in the airport and others
shld be quite memorable i tink. haha.. and of cuz the rest of j9.. realli had alot of fun with them around..went shopping, pubbing (cool pubs they have over there haha)
cant believe our spontaneously planned trip over jus like that haha. oh and the food there was great.. the roadside pad thai and fried rice dam nice!! and cheap.. haha.. and the tom yum and seafood and cheap beer.. can u believe beer is cheaper than coke haha..oh and the fried chicken!! everyday must eat one haha..and their soft drinks come in glass bottles.. i like. haha
come back abit not feeling well though.. stomachache and headache..but at least didnt get sick while i was there haa

my exams are over!!! haha.. i tink i db-ed my stats module.. sians.. have to take it again nxt sem.unless bell curve really can save me.. apparently not though since some ppl think its freaking easy. (whats freaking wrong with their brains! haha) but anyway, at least its over! mktg was another smoking session.. there was another grp of ppl taking exam at hall B lvl 3.. we were at lvl 2.. they ended earlier, then made alot of noise..
hah. the noise of alot of ppl talking is actually kinda scary. hmm actually sometimes i get scared of people in general. people can cause so much hurt..sometimes i wish for a place of total solitude haha.. but! now its play time haha.. gg krabi soon.. got alot of things to do prior to that, like learn how to float.
anyway, new changes in my life~~
haha. i joined church choir..
i got a bf... haha
alot of things to adapt to..
dunno if i can do it anot..
dunno what my family will say~ haha go home then inform them..
and i dont wan our clique to be affected.. j9 is not j(7+2) or j(5+4) or whatever.
at the end of the day, i am still me, same old crappy me haha..
and friends to me are v v v impt.
= 相愛*不如相知 =

nxt friday is my exam!! arghsss im getting that stupid omg face haha..
tried to do stats paper today.. failed attempt!! haha.. but one amazing thing, i actually got A+ for stats quiz 2 !!! really OMG OMG face haha.. thank God.. i prayed really really hard for this quiz haa..
today in niki's car on the way home i saw a rainbow!! a huge one, that stretched into the horizon.. so pretty..reminds me of the lover's bridge in taiwan where i saw the double rainbow.. haixxx feel like gg back there...
and dinner was another omg event haha.. amah cooked so much. i nv ate so much crab in one go the whole of my life..ate until abit felt like puking.. =x
now trying to do stats, again like not much productivity sigh..
anyway, i cant cant wait for exams to be over!! and let the fun begin haha..
i wan the red/green fujifilm finepix camera.. dunno if shld buy anot..
and my swimming lessons will begin haha.. i hope i dont drown in thailand lol..
my kor's working in maple tree, some pro real estate company.. i oso wan to work in a cool high class office and make big bucks!! haha
anyway all the best to all those having exams!! last lap. lets pia tog!

update: exam in less than 2 weeks. donno wat im doing haha
this past week kinda eventful.. got max's powerpack birthday celebration that took 2 days to finish haha. details are kinda gory so i'll jus wait till he posts up the video.. overall was dam fun.. and then i got sore eyes
and last friday after we cheong finish stats proj went jp shopping with meihua and liru (xli pangseh!! but thanks for the cute card though haha). scott jie and ah ru bought so many things!! me being in bankruptcy state cldnt afford any haha.. doesnt matter since most things dont come in my size. esp shoes. SHOES!!! which was why eventually i still bought a pair of sandals, jus cuz it happened to come in my size and i havent bought shoes for ages. and then some bizarre incident happened there at jp.. was browsing through perfume, when li ru, fiddling with a weird perfume bottle, managed to spray a mouthful of that bvulgari fragrance right into my mouth. haha. i was like a goldfish la, dont noe to swallow or spit or wait for it to evaporate so i was gaping and flapping ard haha.. dam unglam. with high class breath! lol..in the end went toilet to rinse out my mouth.. and whole day keep smelling the weird smell.. as meihua says, my one breath costs abt 30 dollars hahA.. ate kfc before that (one kfc meal can make meihua and me so contented and blissful haha.. we are weird) and so in a way help to freshen my breath oso not bad haha
and i didnt do my stats again. sianss.. im becoming a full fledge slacker!! even korkor says so, when he used to complain im such a mugger... bleahx. this is bad..
oh and one more thing.. the hall12 computer room scent is killer!!! i go in will hyperventilate. haha. dont believe, go try.
oh ya and i got two more pets!! cute baby rabbits with no name yet haha.. open to suggestions ^^ they're quite active.. papa says he gg to make a play area for them, so we can put brownie and tofu the guinea pigs plus the rabbits and maybe even a chinchilla tog haha.. sure dam cute. house of rodents~! lol.. animals are so fun.. i wanna kidnap qingfu the cat home =p